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| Whoa, i've had this journal for 1054 days and counting, this is the first time i've logged on in ages. but i jsut felt like filling out a survey for ya'll to check out, but I won't be poasting anything new after today.... i just flt like doing this survey... ENJOY
1. what time did you start this test 4:40 am
2. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Bono
3. Last word you said: Goodnight
4. Last song you sang: But where do they make balloons- T.M.B.G
5. Last person you hugged: Erica/or Krista, i don't remember who came first or what came second...
6. Last thing you laughed at: Kerwyn
8. What's in your CD player (i pod): well i don't really have a working version of either of those things, but I do have a useless lap top that can tell me what time it is, and play MP#/s that I downloaded ages ago, I feel like the 90's repets itself everyday [literally]
9. What socks are you wearing: none
10. What's under your bed: even I don't know
12. Current taste: toothpaste
13. Current hair style: shoulder length fliped out
14. Current clothes: boxers and my emily tee shirt.
15. Current Job: being a slob
16. Current longing: to sleeeep
17. Current desktop picture: a dead giraffe
18. Current worry: I don't think i have any... i'm not too sure
19. Current hate: hate's a strong word, I strongly dislike taking Trig Test, and creepy guys that sneak up on your friend in a dark park and insist on following the two of you.
20. Story behind your username: it was the cool thing to say back in like middle school... you know: "you're soooo cool NOT"...."I love that skirt on you NOT".... "I'm just peachy NOT"... and also it spells out my middle name JustpEAchyNot..notice the caps, JEAN!! yay!
21. Current favorite article of clothing: My dare shirt and paint stained pants.
22. Favorite physical feature(s) of the opposite sex: hair and eyes.
23. Last CD that you bought: if by bought you mean stole: some Folly CD, and that was like five months ago... and then I got into a lot of trouble because of instances after that.. did the whole court thing... my actions caused me to get fired from my job as well... therefore leaving me with no money....sssssttt, sooo I don't have any money to buy new Cd's and THAT's my story... thanks.
24. Favorite place to be: you know where
25. Least favorite place: Trig Class, i hate my life when i'm there.
26. Time you wake up in the morning: whenever the sleeping pills wear off.... then it's time for PEP ills YAY FOR PILLS
27. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be?: cello
29. Current favorite word/saying: "pisses the shit out of me"
30. Favorite book: does manga count? Battle Angel Alita
31. Favorite Movies: I don't have one... right now i'm just gonna say the notebook, i'm a sucker for love stories.
32. Current favorite Songs: The Starting line "I'm Real", Straylight run "your name here", Neutral milk hotel "Aero plane over the sea"...
34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: [not to sound sapy or anything] My mom
35. Favorite day: New Years Eve [not any actual New years in particular.... I just like that day]
36. Where do you want to go: The Army Reserves, but i'm still thinking things out about that... i'm also considering the ROTC.... and i'm also thinking abuot not doing either of them... eeekks
37. What is your career going to be: Nurse
38. Enough to support a family someday? deifinetly
39. What kind of car will you have: a Honda, hands down.
41. A random lyric: and then they burried her alive one evening 1945 with just his sister at her side and only weeks before the guns all came and reigned on everyone_ Neutral Milk Hotel "1945"
42. Eye Color: Brown
43. Hair Color: Br brown with terribly faded red streaks
44. Righty or Lefty: righty
45. Zodiac Sign: Virgo
46.Innie or Outtie: Innie, outies are just weird
DESCRIBE...
47. Your heritage: Philippine descent, me=first girl born in the states
48. The shoes you wore today:my blue dirt bag flip flops
49. Your hair: dr brown, needs a cuttin
50. Your weakness: [like i'm going to tell ypu] ...pssst, it's kryptonite
51. Your fears: spiders, being alone, the dark, being alone in the dark
53. Your most recent secret?: I found out the real reason why I was mad at Ryan
54. Your thoughts first waking up: come on, who actually has thoughts when they first wake up.... maybe it's just me
55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes and Hair
56. Your bedtime: when the sun comes up
57. Your most missed companion: no comment
58. Your perfect pizza: hot hot piza with just mozerella cheese on a thin slice of crust and the perfect amount of tomato sause, mmm.
59. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: salty and crunchy, that's just gross... sweet and chewy.... eh.
60. Single or group dates: single
61. Dogs or Cats: DOGS, but not small puppy dogs, those things give me the skeeeves
62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Soda
63. Chocolate or vanilla: strawberry
64. Cappuccino or Drip: STRAWBERRY
DO YOU...
65. Smoke: when thery're avaiable
66. Curse: i'm a teenager, of course i curse
67. Sing: ALWAYS
68. Take a shower everyday: I take them at night everyday, but that just makes me look grungey in the morning so people think i don't take showers at all
69. Have a crush: im a hopeless romantic, always have always will be
71. this question was gay, so i deleted it
72. Want to go to college: duh, CCM ::hangs head:: sigh
73. Want more than what you’ve got: yeah, i'll have to admit, i do I WANT A CAR>> I WAT A JOB>> I WANT MONEY DAMMIT.
74. Want to get married: of course
75. Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: what the hell does this even mean
76. Think you're attractive: not in the slightest bit...
77. Think you’re a health freak: another dumb question
78. Get along with your parents: Dad and I have the occasional dissagreements, but we get along for the most part.
79. Play an instrument: [not well] piano and the clairenette
IN THE PAST 3 months:
80. drink: Yes
81. Smoke: Yes
82. Done a drug: never even touched the stuff
83. Made Out: Yes
84. Go on a date: Yes
85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Never
86. Eaten sushi: No
87. Been dumped: nope [you gotta have a boyfriend to be dumbed]
88. Made homemade cookies: psh, no, i like them premade
89. dumb question here
90. Gone skinny dipping: ewww
91. Dyed your hair: yep
92. Stolen anything: I've been clean for MONTHS
HAVE YOU EVER..
93. Had too much to drink: you know it
94. dumb question
95. Been called a tease: i dont think so, god i hope not
96. Gotten beaten up: FUCK YOU DAN AND DAVE... me Erica and Krista will take on your ass anyday of the week
97. Changed who you were to fit in: anyone who says no to this question is a liar... everyone conforms to something at one point in your life weather you like to admit it or not.
98. Cried at something beautiful: yeah, i'm pathetic
99. Spent too much money on something you didn’t need: i would need money to spend it... so the answer to this is no
100. Cried when someone died: dumb question.
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| uggghhh, i'm sooo borreeedd. I MISS BLD... i miss youth gorup. I NEVER
have anything to do on a friday night anymore... ballz. Today i came
home, i layed down in bed because it was cold in the house and i didn't
wake up till NINe o clock, Seriously some people are out with friends
some kids are out with there boyfriends.. but no no, here i am,
SLEEPing.... HAHAHA oh goodness.
you know, i came here right now to write some thing important... but
after writing that, i forgot what i wanted to write. oh this is sad.
well i made my art teacher cry today, but totally by accident. We had
an asignment to show a progression of time, so i decided to make my
subject life, and it's ending result death.... the drawing was really
cute, but then the girl ended up dying and my teacher balled her eyes
out... golly. A lot of my friends and classmates think i'm pretty
strange.... my friend jackie was like "you are always such a happy
person... and you always draw sick sadistic things like that... are you
okay Celeste.... seriously..."
Everyone has there problems, i just don't like anyone knowing mine, so
I release my aggression in my art, IS THAT SO BAADDD. I love art, and
it's fun, and i love snowboardoing...
oh man, that's what i wanted to talk about!
I miss snowboarding.... i miss it SOOO much. it saddens me that i don't
do it anymore at all, i jsut don't have the money or the means to get
up there. ::tear:: If i was dying of cancer, and i was one of those
"make a wish" fundation kids, i'd wish to SNowBoaRd till i died.
-=Celeste=-
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| "yeah i feel good, yeah i feel fine"
-josie.
I realized i really love just talking to my friends, i gave up aim for
such a long time because i felt it was a waste to be on there. But it's
one of the only ways i have to communicate with my friends. I just love
cute banter back and fourth.... and it means a lot to me to know that i
have friends. I talked to my friend Jared earlier today and it was
really nice.... i love how we could go from talking abuot something
really serious to just playfully kidding about random things. I love
that kid and he TOTALLY loves me... ya know why, because i'm a good
friend, and i'm a good person.
I try to remember that, cause i forget it sometimes and in result i
walk with my head down with a burden on my shoulders. i don't know what
i'd do without these great people in my life. I know i don't always
have to pretend to smile, my insecurities get the best of me..... but
i'm young and jsut having fun. Thank you to all of you.
and i'd like to apologize for being such a downer or being so distant
from many of you... i've had a lot on my mind, and i'm just trying to
find out life's little problem.... it's hard stuff.
have a nice day
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| so, the new years break is coming to an end. what a year it's been huh?
2005, what a scary year to think about. for us seniors, we're just
plain giddy at the thought.. this is the year we graduate and the last
year we'll ever see one another passing each other by in the hallways.
Will i mind it? The truth is yes, i will miss you all, but we all have
to leave sometime. These highschool years brought the best and worst
out of me, but every experience was worth it and i wouldnt' trade them
in for the world. In the past four years i got to know my true friends,
experience the relationship of a life time, and my talents as an artist
have developed immensly. I love who i am, every flaw makes me... well
me. from the birth mark on my chin to my inability to whisper, i am who
I am. please don't try to change me or influence me.... i'm still
looking for what's out there.... hopefully i'll find everything i'm
looking for.... and I hope all of you do the same. Happy New year
everyone.
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